God i have been really into the book of Acts. At first i didnt pay deep attention, i thought it was just stories about paul, and how churches were formed. But then few months ago, my dad really sat down, and teach verse by verse about the book of ACTS, i realised that it was not stories, but yes a really convicting message from you.
God i learn how much the diciple in the old days, how much they did for you. God they didnt have cars to travel, or technology to contact each other, in-fact they had nothing of the materialistic things in the world.
But god i learnt that what kept them living strong was their faith in you. God they trusted you, you who lead them out of egpyt, out of slavery. You how changed them, perform wondorous miricales. God those who belives in you, you work in them. You support them, take care of them.
God sometimes i always fear for what my future will turn out. Will i stay here forever? god i love kk so much, and i would really want to help this church grow. But sometimes i just wish, if i could, or can explore out of m'sia. Get awesome life changing experiences, know new culture. But god i know that you already make the plans for me, and i belive that it will be better and bigger than what i hope for.
God i always worry, about the clothes i wear....places i go, choice i make. but god you said this:
Matthew 6:25-34 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
And reading about the lifes of all the apostles, they never worry about anything, They just follow your command, do what you asked them to do. And they were all taken care of.. Amazing appostles that encourages me like Paul, Philip, Peter and Stephen, John mark, Barnabas,Timothy and soooooooo much more god. God looking at all their lifes, how much faith thay had, the their heart for you god, really show me that what i am doing with my life is not enough.
God i am still clinging for support, im afraid to step down, afraid to ask, i fear things will be different, ppl will try to stay away from me. Like god preching the word of you, I choose ppl whom i think will accept me. But god, i want to thank you that you open their hearts, and they came for bible talk, they tell me about their struggles. God i really pray you will teach me how to help them, god i really want to teach them about your word. For it change my life 360degrees. and god i want help them in their life too. God beeing a teenager, i know how much that a friend means. God as this age, friends play a really huge role in life, and god i pray that you will teach me how to be a good friend. God you are the bestest friend anybody could every ask for, you are ALWAYS there, always forgiving us, and always making wonderfull things happen in our life.
God please, i want to learn from you :) God i pray that i will learn to reach out to more people, and not by choosing them. God i pray i can help gregory, farah, cornelius, gary, aunt jennifer, selina, ian. God please open their hearts god. They are such amazing ppl, whom play really important role in my life god. God i want to pray for Irean, chong wei yin, brendan, xin yii, ching, nelson, milton, malvin, gerard, thomson, adrian. God all this pppl thirst for you god, god i pray you let me into their life, god i really want to help them and be their awesome friend.
So high school is going to end in 2months, i will be having my trials next week, and SPM in 2 months time. God will make every second count, i do not want to waste any god because i have not much time left, andd i might even be separated from my friends above. God in this 2 months, i pray that you will teach me, help me and support me. Because god i know that you are capable of doing anything,and you are my father.
God i love you so much, thank you again for opening my heart, and now i want to opens others. In jesus name i pray, amen.
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