Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me," even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. (Psalm 139:7,9-12,23-24)
god i dont really understand myself. I worry too much, then at the same time, i dont care about my surroundings. I dont know how to explain myself..... now all i have is all the 'dont know' in me. God please show me the light, i feel im stuck in the dark, not sure why or what is happening. I just need to, if possible a miracle to happen, because i am just soooooooooo lost. whyyyyyy.
Wednesday, 31 August 2011
Tuesday, 30 August 2011
Chapter 2
1 Corinthians 13:12 Now we see things imperfectly as in a cloudy mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.
yes I do not know much. Eventhough i attend church everyweek, went through bible study, baptised, but still, i must go on, to know god, get a stronger relationship with him. I might be struggling to do this (always distracted) but yeap, bit by bit. I need to be serious, consistant, and really commited.
Dear God,
First i want to thank you, thank you for providing my needs, making sure that i stay on track. Thank you for Rebecca Fan. I am just so lucky to have her. She always do her best to make sure i am going well, spritually. God, these days, yes i have been lacking of doing quiet time, prayers. And i would give a zillion excuses, which all this action that will slowly accumulate, and becomes a habit.
But before it does, thanks becca to pull me back on track. When she told me about this blog, i felt something deep. I was excited, touch but scared at the same time. I fear i wont have time to do this, but god THERE IS NO EXCUSE. God sorry, that i always find excuses to defend myself, towards people surrounding me, my family, and sadly you.
Please forgive me, for now i realised that this has pull me away from you. I know i am really stressed about my studies, trials is in a few days, SPM is in 2 months. These exams has been taking over literally my life, even you. God, please help me, help me manage things, help me to focus. I get distracted so easilly, especially towards..boys.
God I want to set my piority to you. YOU will be the first as it was said in Luke 18:29 ("I tell you the truth," Jesus said to them, "no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of God) God you will always and forever will be, the first thing in my life. Yes i am going through MAJOR exams, and i have things that i love in this world, but god i know and i choose you first.
I pray that this blog will be living in active, I will write this everyday, no excuses because God with you, i know, things willl turn out fine, better and my surrouding will just get better. God i need you in me, to keep me faithfull, strong as i go through this year end, go through my trials and SPM.
God thank you so much again for looking out for me, it is you who created this earth and everything, and created me. God i love you so much, i pray all these and Jesus name Amen.
Thanks becca x
yes I do not know much. Eventhough i attend church everyweek, went through bible study, baptised, but still, i must go on, to know god, get a stronger relationship with him. I might be struggling to do this (always distracted) but yeap, bit by bit. I need to be serious, consistant, and really commited.
Dear God,
First i want to thank you, thank you for providing my needs, making sure that i stay on track. Thank you for Rebecca Fan. I am just so lucky to have her. She always do her best to make sure i am going well, spritually. God, these days, yes i have been lacking of doing quiet time, prayers. And i would give a zillion excuses, which all this action that will slowly accumulate, and becomes a habit.
But before it does, thanks becca to pull me back on track. When she told me about this blog, i felt something deep. I was excited, touch but scared at the same time. I fear i wont have time to do this, but god THERE IS NO EXCUSE. God sorry, that i always find excuses to defend myself, towards people surrounding me, my family, and sadly you.
Please forgive me, for now i realised that this has pull me away from you. I know i am really stressed about my studies, trials is in a few days, SPM is in 2 months. These exams has been taking over literally my life, even you. God, please help me, help me manage things, help me to focus. I get distracted so easilly, especially towards..boys.
God I want to set my piority to you. YOU will be the first as it was said in Luke 18:29 ("I tell you the truth," Jesus said to them, "no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of God) God you will always and forever will be, the first thing in my life. Yes i am going through MAJOR exams, and i have things that i love in this world, but god i know and i choose you first.
I pray that this blog will be living in active, I will write this everyday, no excuses because God with you, i know, things willl turn out fine, better and my surrouding will just get better. God i need you in me, to keep me faithfull, strong as i go through this year end, go through my trials and SPM.
God thank you so much again for looking out for me, it is you who created this earth and everything, and created me. God i love you so much, i pray all these and Jesus name Amen.
Thanks becca x
Psalms 147:1-11
Praise the Lord,
Dearest hannah,
The verse is something that always encourages me when I feel so down, when I feel hurt, When I feel alone, When I feel useless and everything whenever I am insecure.
It took me awhile to get it, But read it line by line meditate when you feel really low, It might help I hope? HAHA.Our father do not care how great we are He delights in those who fear him, those who put their hopes in him, which is what you are doing I can see(: God takes care of everything, the stars, cattles everything. He knows each star by name, He will take care of us, through hard times, He will always be there for us (:
I am so proud of you, How you stand strong and shine so well for God over there where you are alone. It must not be easy alone there, but You stay strong and rely on God. And I am so happy for you. How proud God must be of you(: Everytime we talk you never fail to amaze me with everything you are doing! How fired up you are! And how you keep it up, You are always so happy and excited telling me something new! updating me on your friends and people who are studying the bible!
It really is my honor to have you as my sister, I have so much I want to learn from you(:
However, no matter how strong a person is, As a disciple, she/he will need discipling ,We need friends to help be accountable for each other, We need to help each other, to support and call each other higher. I know you will do well, I do not doubt it, But I can't be at peace cause I don't know how you're own spiritually life is going and thats all that matter to me (: Don't get me wrong I am proud of all you are doing but what is important what I really want to know is how your spiritual life is going, I want to learn from you, and I want to be there for you and support you as a sister.
I know you lead a VERY VERY busy life, But I do hope you could post your quiet time Or prayer up here, so I could keep updated, And feel free to read my quiet time blog, Its a secret blog only you and I know about hahhaa.
Anyway you can change the background if you want(:
withLove,
Your sister,
Becca.
Praise the Lord,
How good it is to sing praises to our God,
how pleasant and fitting to praise him !
The Lord builds up jerusalem;
he gathers the exiles of is real.
He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds .
He determines the number of the stars and calls them each by name.
Great is our Lord and mighty in power;
his understanding has no limit.
The Lord sustains the humble but cast the wicked to the ground.
Sing to the Lord with thanksgiving;
make music to our God on the harp.
He covers the sky with clouds;
he supplies the earth with rain and makes grass grow on the hills.
He provides food for the cattle and for the young taverns when they call.
his pleasure is not in the strength of the horse,
nor his delights in the legs of a man;
The Lord delights in those who fear him,
Who put their hope in his unfailing love.
Dearest hannah,
The verse is something that always encourages me when I feel so down, when I feel hurt, When I feel alone, When I feel useless and everything whenever I am insecure.
It took me awhile to get it, But read it line by line meditate when you feel really low, It might help I hope? HAHA.Our father do not care how great we are He delights in those who fear him, those who put their hopes in him, which is what you are doing I can see(: God takes care of everything, the stars, cattles everything. He knows each star by name, He will take care of us, through hard times, He will always be there for us (:
I am so proud of you, How you stand strong and shine so well for God over there where you are alone. It must not be easy alone there, but You stay strong and rely on God. And I am so happy for you. How proud God must be of you(: Everytime we talk you never fail to amaze me with everything you are doing! How fired up you are! And how you keep it up, You are always so happy and excited telling me something new! updating me on your friends and people who are studying the bible!
It really is my honor to have you as my sister, I have so much I want to learn from you(:
However, no matter how strong a person is, As a disciple, she/he will need discipling ,We need friends to help be accountable for each other, We need to help each other, to support and call each other higher. I know you will do well, I do not doubt it, But I can't be at peace cause I don't know how you're own spiritually life is going and thats all that matter to me (: Don't get me wrong I am proud of all you are doing but what is important what I really want to know is how your spiritual life is going, I want to learn from you, and I want to be there for you and support you as a sister.
I know you lead a VERY VERY busy life, But I do hope you could post your quiet time Or prayer up here, so I could keep updated, And feel free to read my quiet time blog, Its a secret blog only you and I know about hahhaa.
Anyway you can change the background if you want(:
withLove,
Your sister,
Becca.
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